Not with Mike anymore... but my new roommate that I'm getting an apartment with, his name is Mike!

That is all...

So yeah... THINGS ARE GREAT!

I gotta great boi named Mike who makes me smile

I gotta great job at Universal and I love every minute of every shift I work there

I only have two more months of living under the control of Disney

I get to start apartment hunting soon

Sooo... I'm a little happier than I was last entry...

I have a question:  What is love...really?  Can it be one sided... can one person love somebody truly if the other person doesn't love them necessarily.  If the other person has feelings for you, but doesn't love... can you love them.  I think so... I think I love somebody...

That sounds dumb, I know... but it's true!  I don't love easily... it doesn't really take time for me to fall for somebody... but when I do I fall fast and hard.  Within like a week of knowing somebody I can tell if we are gonna make it as friends... and within two I can tell if I could be with them as something more than friends... within three, I can tell if I could just BE with them.

I think I could BE with him...

I can't tell him that though... he knows I have feelings for him, and he has feelings for me... but that doesn't mean I can tell him I think it's love...

Ugh...

So for now... I will, as he put it "enjoy every moment I spend with you more than the one before..."

Show me love UNCG people... I need your input...

What A Fucked Up Situation...

So this morning some fifteen-year old kid in Seminole County, not far from here, brought a gun to school and started wavin' it around in the classroom.  Needless to say, the kids in the classroom went nuts and the boy with the gun tried to take control.  The teacher put the school on lockdown over her little radio and then the gun weilding student took cover in a bathroom.  After negotiations that didn't go anywhere, and the kid continuing to threaten suicide, the officer shot him.  He's in the hospital in critical condition now...who knows what will happen now.

Kid's are nutz these days...fucked up situation...

Currently Listening Wishes! ~ Walt Disney Presents By Barbra Streisand, Sting, Olivia Newton-John, Elton John, Kenny Loggins, Bette Midler, Phil Collins see related

sometimes wishes can be granted in the most unexpected ways...

remember, we must always believe in our wishes,

for they are the magic in the world!

you see

its just like i told you

 wishes can come true

if you believe in them

with all your heart

and the best part is

you'll never run out of you

they're shining deep down inside of you

'cause that my friends is where the magic lives

October 11, 2005